begging for blood

[cw: body horror, self-injury, unreality, may resemble intrusive thoughts?]

an attempt to convey, or possibly just the result of, a state of experience characterised by pattern-seeking, lost-and-stuckness and a love-hate relationship with language. eight pages.

(all my work is in the public domain and you are actively encouraged to reuse it in whole or in part, modified or not, without giving any kind of attribution.)